Section 214 of Self Leaving Act (SeLA)

Section 214(b) of the U.S. Immigration and Nationality Act (INA) states that:

"Every alien shall be presumed to be an immigrant until he establishes to the satisfaction of the officer, at the time of the application for a visa that he is entitled to nonimmigrant status..."

My own created section of my own still unwritten act from my own unwritten life laws states that:

"I shall be presumed to be staying my whole life here in the Philippines until I am able to establish to my own satisfaction through payment of school fees, booking of plane ticket/s, and most especially acquiring a visa, that I am leaving for whatever reason..."

Therefore, there's a big and valid reason to continue freaking out until I have gone past my own written section.

The big day is December 1. That day shall determine whether I leave or not. Promise, I am nearing insanity thinking about it. My best (NOT!) mind-companion What-If pops in my head from time to time that while he knows I don't really need him ever, he still seems to remain insensitive.